Monday, September 24, 2007

egg dropping

The object was crystal clear by the professor.
There are limited resources and time. However, one of our member said that she got a great idea and we started making plan shortly.
Luckily, team members were same members as before and we seemed know each other's character well. No arguments. It helped us moving fast.
We were designated each roles for the object clearly and smoothly.
One of us came up with an idea and second member was looking for resources and she brought her staple to the table, in the mean time, third member was writing down a plan and making sure every thing is going o.k. and I was thinking about making name for egg and trying to think of an alternative plan just in case plan A does not work.

The time and resources were given.
We quickly started making support for egg but there was a problem.
We came up with an idea to make the support in too short amount of time and did not think of any other strong alternative idea than the first one. We had several ideas but they were too weak.
We kind of knew that are having a problem and time was still moving to the end so fast.
When we had three minutes left, we could not fix the problem even though we knew something was going wrong.

Team work was great and every member took part in the project in the right time and place but we did not spend long enough time to think of a strong idea. Once we had came up with the first idea we stopped thinking of idea and waited for resources. Once we had resources, we started having plans as we making the egg. It was too late. We should have done making plans before we got resources.

I would think that this project would require a strong idea and team work. Because of limited time, there's not enough time to practice to making support.
Therefore, we had look at what was the priority on this kind of project and based on that should start deliver actions step by step instead of making new plans as we implementing. The result was obvious.

however, it was a very exciting project and I enjoyed a lot as well.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

How am I going to re-bound?

How am I going to re-bound all the lost relationships with friends?

It sounds like I’m in despair where there is not a single friend that can hang out when I need in these days.
Briefly speaking, since this February up till now, I lost three relationships of friends. If I have to classify these relationships by degree of friendship of my justice, one of them was the one of best friends and second one was just reunited from more than five years of gap and lastly, the third one was just met through school.
I was not believed in that I have thousands of friends which can be bragged about but I was pretty confident that I have been good in relationships with my friends that I have so far.
The first friend case in among the lost relationships, she was getting divorced when she just had newly wed not so long ago and so started seeing things all twisted. Ever since then, argument between she and I frequently came and grown and at last, I became the person who can not understand a friend who is in a difficult situation. From my perspective, of course, tried to say things out as rational as possible but that became too straightforward as a cold person who doesn’t consider its friend’s situation.
The second friend case, we were not in a great relationship before but just met again because I came here to New York last year and she was here in NY already. In general, back in where we were at high schooler, we wouldn’t acknowledge a friendship if we do not like the way of each other’s thinking. So when I met her this time, I was hallucinated that may be we are matured enough to acknowledge each other’s differences. And also, we were neither an enemy nor a stranger so there were no obstacles seeing each other again. Great time, fun at the beginning, but bitter time has come after all. Often we had to face different views in opinions. Now it’s gotten so badly so we both do not even try to convince one another because of huge gap between us.
The last one, simple. She went out with a guy I just used to date not so long ago even though she has a boyfriend. So didn’t even bother. I closed the relationship.
All of that, I have thought millions of times to find out where problem came on these issues and how I’m going to wisely get out of these of not so pleasurable situation.
It suddenly occurred to me that if I’m not having a difficulty to live without them, why would I bother? It’s not something that I want to make enemies all the time. Unlike when I was younger, I just don’t have energy to reconcile or try to convince or compromise. In addition, if that’s going to be not a best solution that we are seeing without affectionate we used to have, what’s the matter? Seeing them but it’s like idling and spinning round outside of something real.
Is it may be a management problem? Also, in a friendship, do we have to play a game not to be sick of each other? Do we have to have our own personal spaces on a regular basis? It’s like watering flower like, giving them a moderate amount of water and nutrition and saying things pretty to make it flourish?
Has friendship in these days changed in need of management? And can we call that friendship? Somehow, that sounds so pathetic but may be yes, I may need some type of management on this.
Anyone could help me finding out what’s a smart way to isolate the problems in relationship management?

Monday, September 10, 2007

about me


Energetic when certain time but try to maintain a good force as much as I can.
Often hearing people say that I look very confident but I guess that's just the way I look. Indeed, self conscious sometime not all the time and enjoying communicate with people around.
Just started school in last fall semester here in Baruch and majoring in Marketing at Junior status.

Usually I don't like to expose myself in website or anything related to Internet.
Not all the time but many times I have seen people using violence to other people using with anonymity.
Hopefully, this space will be used as learning the course effectively and communicating with classmates and professor.