It's like toddleer to find its way
Middle of unheard of
Opening my eyes to new limelight on every seconds
Gaining knowledges whether it is helpful or harmful
On the crossroad where it is to be bright and wise
Experiences of numerous trials and errors
At last at last realize everything comes to about management
It's like toddler to find its way
Middle of somewhere familiar
Opening my eyes to the goal now I know
Gaining understandings of which is now I much know
Feels like on the super rocket engine where it is to an ideal goal
Experiences of numerous marvel accomplishment
At last at last realize genuine accomplishments
However it is untouchable and unreachable tasks in our life
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Communicating via Blog
Frankly speaking, this blog assignment came to me as a stress. For me, someone who doesn't like to write especially in English is always something you push it back till the last minute. Further, I'm not a blog or web-site person who like to visit everyday and see what's going on with others. And this was also time consuming to me.
However, later on, it was pretty unique becuase I have never communicated with classmates or professors by blog. As I get used to using this blog to deliver my opinion on some subjects related to the class, I felt this is working something for me and it seems like a window among classmates which provide a way to expose our class activities freely and give out comments to others. This way, at least we know about what others think in class.
Throught this blog experience, I learn there are so variety of opinions are exist as we know and also, I feel like I learn how to repect others who does not have a same opinion.
One thing I would like to mention for blog improvement is that we may have to find out the way to post blog by our own will not by compulsory management. I know this is going to be hard to manage to make students to post blog.
However, later on, it was pretty unique becuase I have never communicated with classmates or professors by blog. As I get used to using this blog to deliver my opinion on some subjects related to the class, I felt this is working something for me and it seems like a window among classmates which provide a way to expose our class activities freely and give out comments to others. This way, at least we know about what others think in class.
Throught this blog experience, I learn there are so variety of opinions are exist as we know and also, I feel like I learn how to repect others who does not have a same opinion.
One thing I would like to mention for blog improvement is that we may have to find out the way to post blog by our own will not by compulsory management. I know this is going to be hard to manage to make students to post blog.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Influence and Conscientiousness
My test result for the personal profile system came out as IC which referes influence and conscientiousness.
Surprisingly, this was almost accurate as I always thinking about myself. In general, I like to contact people, making a favorable impression to likable people and entertaining people. As the descriptions says, I need some more control of time and objectivity in decision-making. This is all about influence.
Therefore, most of time I was thinking that I may be a strong relationship person than who has high task ability at work. On the other hand, it was kind of dissatisfaction about myself so I may need to more work on raise some skills that I would need. If I look at this in academic wise, I may be a great personality to mingling people and professors but not very good at marinating good GPA. So I have to build up minimum task skills and develop systematic approaches to what I need.
This was such a great activity and it reflect myself once again and awaken at the point where I may loosen myself.
Surprisingly, this was almost accurate as I always thinking about myself. In general, I like to contact people, making a favorable impression to likable people and entertaining people. As the descriptions says, I need some more control of time and objectivity in decision-making. This is all about influence.
Therefore, most of time I was thinking that I may be a strong relationship person than who has high task ability at work. On the other hand, it was kind of dissatisfaction about myself so I may need to more work on raise some skills that I would need. If I look at this in academic wise, I may be a great personality to mingling people and professors but not very good at marinating good GPA. So I have to build up minimum task skills and develop systematic approaches to what I need.
This was such a great activity and it reflect myself once again and awaken at the point where I may loosen myself.
Monday, November 5, 2007
dreams
The first career goal I can say is that marketing professional.
Our company where I currently work as a part time is a real-estate developer company and building an international city in Korea. So, very close and realistic career goal for now is to be a marketing person in our company.
Second of all, I would like to work in non profit organization such as UN or where can help people who need aid.
Third, this might be not a possible to realistic, I want to be an advertising person.
Fourth, this is something not a shaped job, I just want to be trained as a business women. In other words, I want to learn how to be a professional beyond work area(?) May be participate in some kind of organization to help me improve and trained. Too ambiguous?
The Fifth, I want to get married. This is a very important career goal which I possibly do it in 5 years. I want to be a smart spouse who can enjoy the marriage life and maintain as joyfully.
In fact, I have been seriously thinking about my career goal these days and it seems now I'm on the right way to go but at the same time always wander this is right way. I feel like I have to do something more creative and find things actively but I just passively come and go to school and work.
Our company where I currently work as a part time is a real-estate developer company and building an international city in Korea. So, very close and realistic career goal for now is to be a marketing person in our company.
Second of all, I would like to work in non profit organization such as UN or where can help people who need aid.
Third, this might be not a possible to realistic, I want to be an advertising person.
Fourth, this is something not a shaped job, I just want to be trained as a business women. In other words, I want to learn how to be a professional beyond work area(?) May be participate in some kind of organization to help me improve and trained. Too ambiguous?
The Fifth, I want to get married. This is a very important career goal which I possibly do it in 5 years. I want to be a smart spouse who can enjoy the marriage life and maintain as joyfully.
In fact, I have been seriously thinking about my career goal these days and it seems now I'm on the right way to go but at the same time always wander this is right way. I feel like I have to do something more creative and find things actively but I just passively come and go to school and work.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
What a Chaos
Through out the whole time, I imagined the Nationaly assembly. How will they come up with alternative proposals for the most people want?
Screamings, so many conflicts in the air, no guide direction and stubbornesses.
It may sounds selfish but all I needed was curve on the grade.
There was a time constraints but I couldn't see any door to give us bright solutions.
After a quiet pointless disputes were back and forth, some few people went up to the front to straighten all different kinds of opinions from class.
I didn't know who they were why they were up there but in the end it helped us to come up with few queit strong proposals.
Too high demandings were presented but ignored soon.
Luckily some people had some reasonble proposals something it would satisfy both students and professor and finally all our hands were up to agree.
While the dispute were processing, I wanted to leve the class so bad because I thought we would not come up with any solution in time.
At last, we made it. I know there was a professor's silent approval and it helped us to mainatain the proposals eventhough we passed the time constraints. I guess may be that was the first time to deal with this kind of situation so he was generous as well.
I don't want to go through this kind of chaos again but we will be much better on next time base on the experience.
Screamings, so many conflicts in the air, no guide direction and stubbornesses.
It may sounds selfish but all I needed was curve on the grade.
There was a time constraints but I couldn't see any door to give us bright solutions.
After a quiet pointless disputes were back and forth, some few people went up to the front to straighten all different kinds of opinions from class.
I didn't know who they were why they were up there but in the end it helped us to come up with few queit strong proposals.
Too high demandings were presented but ignored soon.
Luckily some people had some reasonble proposals something it would satisfy both students and professor and finally all our hands were up to agree.
While the dispute were processing, I wanted to leve the class so bad because I thought we would not come up with any solution in time.
At last, we made it. I know there was a professor's silent approval and it helped us to mainatain the proposals eventhough we passed the time constraints. I guess may be that was the first time to deal with this kind of situation so he was generous as well.
I don't want to go through this kind of chaos again but we will be much better on next time base on the experience.
Monday, September 24, 2007
egg dropping
The object was crystal clear by the professor.
There are limited resources and time. However, one of our member said that she got a great idea and we started making plan shortly.
Luckily, team members were same members as before and we seemed know each other's character well. No arguments. It helped us moving fast.
We were designated each roles for the object clearly and smoothly.
One of us came up with an idea and second member was looking for resources and she brought her staple to the table, in the mean time, third member was writing down a plan and making sure every thing is going o.k. and I was thinking about making name for egg and trying to think of an alternative plan just in case plan A does not work.
The time and resources were given.
We quickly started making support for egg but there was a problem.
We came up with an idea to make the support in too short amount of time and did not think of any other strong alternative idea than the first one. We had several ideas but they were too weak.
We kind of knew that are having a problem and time was still moving to the end so fast.
When we had three minutes left, we could not fix the problem even though we knew something was going wrong.
Team work was great and every member took part in the project in the right time and place but we did not spend long enough time to think of a strong idea. Once we had came up with the first idea we stopped thinking of idea and waited for resources. Once we had resources, we started having plans as we making the egg. It was too late. We should have done making plans before we got resources.
I would think that this project would require a strong idea and team work. Because of limited time, there's not enough time to practice to making support.
Therefore, we had look at what was the priority on this kind of project and based on that should start deliver actions step by step instead of making new plans as we implementing. The result was obvious.
however, it was a very exciting project and I enjoyed a lot as well.
There are limited resources and time. However, one of our member said that she got a great idea and we started making plan shortly.
Luckily, team members were same members as before and we seemed know each other's character well. No arguments. It helped us moving fast.
We were designated each roles for the object clearly and smoothly.
One of us came up with an idea and second member was looking for resources and she brought her staple to the table, in the mean time, third member was writing down a plan and making sure every thing is going o.k. and I was thinking about making name for egg and trying to think of an alternative plan just in case plan A does not work.
The time and resources were given.
We quickly started making support for egg but there was a problem.
We came up with an idea to make the support in too short amount of time and did not think of any other strong alternative idea than the first one. We had several ideas but they were too weak.
We kind of knew that are having a problem and time was still moving to the end so fast.
When we had three minutes left, we could not fix the problem even though we knew something was going wrong.
Team work was great and every member took part in the project in the right time and place but we did not spend long enough time to think of a strong idea. Once we had came up with the first idea we stopped thinking of idea and waited for resources. Once we had resources, we started having plans as we making the egg. It was too late. We should have done making plans before we got resources.
I would think that this project would require a strong idea and team work. Because of limited time, there's not enough time to practice to making support.
Therefore, we had look at what was the priority on this kind of project and based on that should start deliver actions step by step instead of making new plans as we implementing. The result was obvious.
however, it was a very exciting project and I enjoyed a lot as well.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
How am I going to re-bound?
How am I going to re-bound all the lost relationships with friends?
It sounds like I’m in despair where there is not a single friend that can hang out when I need in these days.
Briefly speaking, since this February up till now, I lost three relationships of friends. If I have to classify these relationships by degree of friendship of my justice, one of them was the one of best friends and second one was just reunited from more than five years of gap and lastly, the third one was just met through school.
I was not believed in that I have thousands of friends which can be bragged about but I was pretty confident that I have been good in relationships with my friends that I have so far.
The first friend case in among the lost relationships, she was getting divorced when she just had newly wed not so long ago and so started seeing things all twisted. Ever since then, argument between she and I frequently came and grown and at last, I became the person who can not understand a friend who is in a difficult situation. From my perspective, of course, tried to say things out as rational as possible but that became too straightforward as a cold person who doesn’t consider its friend’s situation.
The second friend case, we were not in a great relationship before but just met again because I came here to New York last year and she was here in NY already. In general, back in where we were at high schooler, we wouldn’t acknowledge a friendship if we do not like the way of each other’s thinking. So when I met her this time, I was hallucinated that may be we are matured enough to acknowledge each other’s differences. And also, we were neither an enemy nor a stranger so there were no obstacles seeing each other again. Great time, fun at the beginning, but bitter time has come after all. Often we had to face different views in opinions. Now it’s gotten so badly so we both do not even try to convince one another because of huge gap between us.
The last one, simple. She went out with a guy I just used to date not so long ago even though she has a boyfriend. So didn’t even bother. I closed the relationship.
All of that, I have thought millions of times to find out where problem came on these issues and how I’m going to wisely get out of these of not so pleasurable situation.
It suddenly occurred to me that if I’m not having a difficulty to live without them, why would I bother? It’s not something that I want to make enemies all the time. Unlike when I was younger, I just don’t have energy to reconcile or try to convince or compromise. In addition, if that’s going to be not a best solution that we are seeing without affectionate we used to have, what’s the matter? Seeing them but it’s like idling and spinning round outside of something real.
Is it may be a management problem? Also, in a friendship, do we have to play a game not to be sick of each other? Do we have to have our own personal spaces on a regular basis? It’s like watering flower like, giving them a moderate amount of water and nutrition and saying things pretty to make it flourish?
Has friendship in these days changed in need of management? And can we call that friendship? Somehow, that sounds so pathetic but may be yes, I may need some type of management on this.
Anyone could help me finding out what’s a smart way to isolate the problems in relationship management?
It sounds like I’m in despair where there is not a single friend that can hang out when I need in these days.
Briefly speaking, since this February up till now, I lost three relationships of friends. If I have to classify these relationships by degree of friendship of my justice, one of them was the one of best friends and second one was just reunited from more than five years of gap and lastly, the third one was just met through school.
I was not believed in that I have thousands of friends which can be bragged about but I was pretty confident that I have been good in relationships with my friends that I have so far.
The first friend case in among the lost relationships, she was getting divorced when she just had newly wed not so long ago and so started seeing things all twisted. Ever since then, argument between she and I frequently came and grown and at last, I became the person who can not understand a friend who is in a difficult situation. From my perspective, of course, tried to say things out as rational as possible but that became too straightforward as a cold person who doesn’t consider its friend’s situation.
The second friend case, we were not in a great relationship before but just met again because I came here to New York last year and she was here in NY already. In general, back in where we were at high schooler, we wouldn’t acknowledge a friendship if we do not like the way of each other’s thinking. So when I met her this time, I was hallucinated that may be we are matured enough to acknowledge each other’s differences. And also, we were neither an enemy nor a stranger so there were no obstacles seeing each other again. Great time, fun at the beginning, but bitter time has come after all. Often we had to face different views in opinions. Now it’s gotten so badly so we both do not even try to convince one another because of huge gap between us.
The last one, simple. She went out with a guy I just used to date not so long ago even though she has a boyfriend. So didn’t even bother. I closed the relationship.
All of that, I have thought millions of times to find out where problem came on these issues and how I’m going to wisely get out of these of not so pleasurable situation.
It suddenly occurred to me that if I’m not having a difficulty to live without them, why would I bother? It’s not something that I want to make enemies all the time. Unlike when I was younger, I just don’t have energy to reconcile or try to convince or compromise. In addition, if that’s going to be not a best solution that we are seeing without affectionate we used to have, what’s the matter? Seeing them but it’s like idling and spinning round outside of something real.
Is it may be a management problem? Also, in a friendship, do we have to play a game not to be sick of each other? Do we have to have our own personal spaces on a regular basis? It’s like watering flower like, giving them a moderate amount of water and nutrition and saying things pretty to make it flourish?
Has friendship in these days changed in need of management? And can we call that friendship? Somehow, that sounds so pathetic but may be yes, I may need some type of management on this.
Anyone could help me finding out what’s a smart way to isolate the problems in relationship management?
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